Lonely life

Alone, does not refer only to come alone, alone to also finish the life that alone. Even if there are relatives around, have friends.
I think more and more difficult to talk with anyone, they seem to be getting not understand my words, the real divide is the difference between virtual and real is a different mental state, this membrane so that the people living together and I gradually unfamiliar.
Daily life, far too many acquaintances. We kept smiling, meeting, conversation. With the growth of age, we like a big spider to a senior network was formed more and more. A drawer card, business card a face, one story. Stories or long or short, but they escape from the world's palm, is that illness and death, joys and sorrows, ups and downs movements, daily necessities.
To a certain stage of life, both get the picture they care about others, just do not want to get into trouble. Wild in the forest ready to do a solitary bird, waste ponds on the leaf floating Ping. Just do not want other people casually woven into his own net.
Night, can people remove the mask of a smile, put down the so-called strong, inexplicable responsibility aside.
Life is really too much frustration, too many, ah! During the day, there are all due, of the sustains some things, let us walk in a normal image of the earth. However, the night, all support is gone, any thoughts floating around, it suddenly found itself was originally a lonely souls, to elderly parents, to not separate the children to a marriage certificate is to good public image? Even the heart dream, how can put aside everything to pursue? ! How can? !
"Long live the understanding" - possible? ! Is because they do not understand, just say "long live", you may have seen what could be "long live" in? !
If you are free to choose, I would like to set aside a bustling, select the lonely. This can not be done.
Too easy for people to see through the lonely, too lonely people are not happy. I would like to stay away from this dramatic life, forget about the ups and downs ups and downs of life, flee into the world, live apart, had a kind of aloof, comfortable and at ease, must take careful, do not jump to hope, their own entertainment, enjoy the rustic charm since life.
Loneliness is the very meaning of. Jun Shi is an old saying, bamboo shows, water is Dan, flower is rhyme, cold Department in an enthusiastic, they have many really interesting.
Life is a concavo who can illuminate the truth, people can also be deformed. Can no longer use linear perspective to understand the things of this world the most twists and turns.
I am a person, an ant apartment - a bedroom and study room, a bathroom, a balcony. The decoration is simple and clean, is enough! However, it should be near the library and the Xinhua Bookstore, the environment should be quiet. In the spring and autumn, you can go travel.
If this wish come true, this life is enough!
House and tourism in the economic sense, not a problem - any problem can be solved by money is not a problem. Difficult to achieve that - alone. Alone would mean that no interference can do what you want to do. I - can it? ? ?
Loneliness - is a treat; in the noise isolation - is a torture!