2010年7月26日星期一

Enron Smile

Have half the time, even if the day facing a computer, heart, had no desire to write.
When cold weather warm, the sun shining upon the taste is so distant and familiar. Total this winter, the sun, can evoke memories of those who have been gradually disappearing.

One night had a dream. Forget the start and end, but remember that dreams occur repeatedly and can not close the mountain, I finally close. Still accompanied by night dream sleep, and some circumstances, the dream of many, almost forget it was the scene have occurred, or just dreams of speculation.

Weekend. Remains the sides are. Holding a camera, stop and go.
Wind, sun, dark green everywhere, wildflower blurred. There are some things not to think about, shallow memories give up. Z City scenery is always good, sometimes wrong, to be whole life in such cities may also be good.

Think of the scenery of Hangzhou, a name suddenly jumped into my memory. That name in a name of my favorite young willow, one other for years, I almost forgot. Now remember, only the time, such as water, a lot of things are fuzzy.
Now think, if the value was more time together, whether or not such a sense of loss now? Now he and my life is no longer any common ground, although he knows time travel is not far away from my city, but no courage to meet.

Some of the mild weakness of the young, I have witnessed his youthful love of that field.
Omits mention of the middle of twists and turns, the final outcome is something each. Temptation asked, he was still alone, maybe in a few years, or will find someone to marry once he gets up with her, I had good words of comfort, time Xiangpei. Now, do not know what can be said to him, things in the past seems to have passed, but remain forever in the heart.
Frivolous young love, no right or wrong, only appropriate or inappropriate later.

I do not know where my heart on things Shan, Xiao Chen is pair is far Wuyuan's request to use Jiangxi accent called out to him A Zheng.
Suddenly burst into tears.
That have risked their safety to the loved person into a world far away from their own people. I like Xiao Chen is, but I will marry Lin Jing. Just saw the man reduced to this predicament has been cold, heart sudden and devastating pain.
Unpleasant things in life, in all likelihood. Reality too much to be desired, also helpless, submissive majority.

Times a year, 365 day and night, come have a few thousand words in Syria completed.
When living in them, twilight nightfall, the 1st day of the date, time just feel a long, lonely as the sea.
Then the successful but what joy, hope text Enron Smile, life all working quiet well.

Gentle life

Morning, to the Underground station.
Back through the Lianhua Road, because of the time too early, walk the streets of the shops are mostly not open the door.
Far the most prosperous sections of the city, in the morning is so quiet.
Bar street is open, Shanghai Guan Tang packages and the aroma of braised pork on rice in Taiwan nostrils.

How long out? Have not seen this road quiet.
There have been numerous times through this street, form, color rush of people coming towards my face. Along the way there are beautiful women dressed, has unkempt beggar. At night, the street is a hive of bars, one after another.

Half way, then remembered the breakfast.
Long time did not use the service shop near the crossing of the rice rolls, from the first to eat, they love. Do not want to go back, continue forward, want to buy ZEN cake for breakfast. After the closing, to see a new cafe opened, the door selling rice rolls. So sit down and see the boss moves deft brush pulp, on the drawer. Always thought he was lazy, too lazy to try new things. May forget the past, when the love thing, they do not want to try the other.

End up with a while rice rolls.
Did not pass the house and smooth, the taste is not bad. Boss warm a cup of tea, thank surprised, suddenly Heart goodwill.
After a fruit shop, see the strawberry and mango, or not to buy. To the nearest supermarket to buy sago and lily, look for a long time not see Ben Tre coconut candy. Wuhan dry noodles osmanthus paste prices have risen, ZEN do not want to eat cake. Around a large circle, back to the original location, to return to ride the bus station.

Step a look around. The city and I almost did not come that year how to change.
This section of the road, from the initial find, can now go eyes closed. Walking along the street, or even come across people you know. These remind me that in this city for many years. To see when the road is already clear, just remember that many times, a person to go unconscious, in the crowded junction, only to find a not a person, also fell in love with a city of reasons.

Speaking of spring, whether to Xiamen in the work of the tangle, as I only listen, not comment.
Each person will face the same thing to make a different choice. But no one has the right to substitute another life.
Married quietly in the fall, winter and changed jobs. Sometimes feel that those who are or what happened yesterday, we watch the World Cup together, cooking, chatting, slapstick.

Long time never see him write the words for me.
Many words that I said. He recalled one by one. Kazakhstan Mount flavor of ice plant, the taste I do not remember fast, but him?
One night and he met, he said, though quickly do not know me.
And before long, he said, had thought through my words I read, with the attendant joy, followed worry, was trapped inside my text.
I said, I Quanzhuo him, but advised not own.
He said sorry, a person would rather own pain, do not want to see me sad. I own a little better.
Four years later, again to see those words, they are quietly lying there, but suddenly one day no longer afraid of not seen.
Perhaps the president to stay in my memory, but if some day, time for the memory obscured, how should I do?

Recently before bedtime, but I think of the ring that I hope I fell asleep, put his hands empty, the body relax, brow Shu open mouth smile. Reading lines so sleep in the past.
Some people say a man is happy, he woke up to see the expression. I woke up, all dazed trance.
This is happiness, or not happy?

Shu Yu, said in Chengdu in March.
From the spring cherry, peach, rape to the autumn chrysanthemum.
I missed the quarter after quarter of bloom. Also miss how long?
Books on the shelves to listen reported to Harmony, a rough count, much as 3, 40 a. Years, living on the outside, very few books. Said that when the phrase mind a slightly acid.
Fat blue that may be past lives and killing people, so present is so adrift.

Have not used, the life and feel so trivial records. That night, writing, sleepless night I can not go back instead.
Now just, gentle and quiet life.

Warm

Shaka captured photos of a group of warm, and Chongqing related. Shu Yu of space, written in mottled shade, sun time the word language.
Suddenly, told Shu Yu, I have, like Chongqing, the warm sun in winter.
Very much.
Shu Yu asked, what now?
Now? Miss. I said.
Yes, occasionally, will miss the warm winter sun in Chongqing, as rare and precious.
Wandering the city was displaced, sunny, no seasons. Chongqing winter warm sun, gradually forgotten in the memory.

Alian has encouraged me to stay in Chongqing, work and live. I did leave, the first shrine in Tibet, but not unwilling to Chongqing. When the love of Chongqing winter warm sun, but to Chengdu. When the attachment on the hazy sky breeze Chengdu rain, went round spring in Yunnan. Then left again, still in the south, there is no winter, the city, with spring, I will miss the water from the trestle Lijiang, Yulong Snow Mountain.

An old saying s love than this.
Hold in hands, I felt uneasy, open hand, a nothingness.
Imagine If we had stayed in Chongqing, or stay in Chengdu, this time away from home is always near you? Bu Zhiyu thousands of miles away, but missed.
Mu late at night to see the space, her description of the imagined what it was like home. That moment really want to see her home, even to her neighbors over the weekend with the reading, chatting, cooking.

Before returning home in April of that year, want to see fat blue, feather sister, rice rice, and ultimately a no see.
That close the distance, back after taking the same in Sichuan, is not easy to meet.
Sometimes, the idea is just to meet a certain moment.
I often will want to see something that gave me a warm heart of the woman. Ring has been seen in a dream, that is after the typhoon night, traveled to see the ring suburbs. Details have been forgotten, and only remember the dream she was faint smile and the way I spoke and welcomed.

Speaking later with her, I realized that I dream of her, is her day to the city. We did not call each other only once, ring sent a postcard from Nanjing, know our address. She said that a few days, find someone to find out the name of my company building, want tens of thousands of people, and I meet by chance.
The name of the company building is rare, although the office downtown area, not known. So ring, it is not found me, I say - Oh, Pork had you here.
That matter, become better not regret. Ring frequently to different cities, give me a message, to say the picture, told me I had to see a back image of the woman. In fact, we are not sure look like each other. So a word of it, but full of strong feelings people may feel warm.

Very often, think of tea that song, she sings that part of those crazy things in those days of warp warm romantic, life these years all of a sudden these things, what you have spent the day.
You came all of a sudden I miss my life. This tea back and forth singing.
Orbit will slowly wet, warm woman who, I think you look more than once.
If one day meet in reality, be sure to let me see your smile look brighter. Listen, there are people singing, the long road of life, even if there is another major achievement by a person miss enough ... ...

We are happy, or unhappy their life

(1)
Beginning of spring this day, the sky was a little under the light rain, wetting the pavement.
Kapok leaves a lot to yellow, red flower Bauhinia gentle driving, walking outside, very windy, but not violent. In the supermarket to buy a bag of coconut candy - did not see Ben Tre coconut candy, buy other brands, very strong in the Coconut.
Some people say, I like sugar, because I feel a little bitter. I do not particularly love sugar, it is not because of fear of candy found that the heart was miserable?
I like the Alps, the original flavor candy, so a year, extortion cx to buy me the Alps, they want to eat, on the box, if not secretly eat later 22, and perhaps after all these years, who is also the melting sugar lost it?

(B)
On the line, they met for Love.
He was talking about sesame, sesame known until the death, cursed life Love was too fucking absurd.
Reflected in its students, could not bear reflected in its death, Love Road.
I said, so ah, you want to live good lives.
We had to live good lives, he said, Master, I have not seen you, never molested you face to face.
I laugh, you dare to take liberties with me, will you teachers out the door.

Some words, I do not know what to say. Some people do not know how to ask. Fireworks are still in Toronto right, these two years I have not heard from her, it was also news to me about her, but I say? Over the years, our miss her, perhaps foreign Internet inconvenience may be, want to say goodbye to the past. So gradually the whereabouts hidden.
Or, take the best news is no news to comfort.

(C)
Month of 2010 have passed, no calendar, any evening, the eve of the total sense of wonder.
Heroes stood listening Pros dawn, I think the issue of the utmost sadness that the first soundtrack. Often heard in Shen Diao years, was heartbroken.
Tobacco smoke for the day the Soviet Union was looking for my greetings, I wrote a traditional letter, printed on blue cloth, the shoot issued to tobacco smoke. End of the World, is the iron barracks flow of soldiers, coming and going, are all passing. At this point, we have an objective for the efforts, then, do not know how long will persist.
Stretch tortuous, never was popular. Just had to before, is success.

Water praise I write nice words, shame incomparable. Have been half a year, did not properly written word. Daily is on the keyboard, some words written on paper, the uncertainty will be a while, remember strokes.

(D)
New Year bell to go home, leave early on the 6th, arrived in Chongqing on the 9th morning.
Harassing me, encouraged me to go back, and that there are tickets. To have been intended not to go back to the heart and get up the floating variable.
Chung said, Ah Siu, and the mosquitoes are in, how can but only missing me?

She may still have to miss the Jackson. Life does have much to be desired, in the youth flying yesterday, who predicted today's involuntarily we do?
Late at night, I wonder if someone put a few more words of firecrackers, sound is the sound of nostalgia.

(5)
Another year, the South Peach again opened. Last year, when two to Zhuxiandong the end of peach has been opened to pieces.
I put these words in other people wrote me and I wrote their words, finishing in a document. If it were not overwhelmed by order, also do not realize that I wrote so much.
I always say, all the sadness, are delivered to time and slowly subsides. Initially, you may not meet, even if the time is good medicine, but also a time when there may be side effects. Only can do is wait for all the doom, rehabilitation time.
I believe time will heal all the wounds of the people, than do not believe to much happiness.

(6)
So this is some memory cells in the depths of years, can not look back.
Even miss love, do not have to repeat the export, go too close, the total can not avoid hurting each other.
Learned so silent, do not disturb, and sometimes gentle.
Like you said is so, Zhang Jian three feet, Red Dust, we happy or not happy with their lives.

Sunny day without wind and rain did not

Night, vaguely heard thunder. During the day the second day, is lying in bed reading a novel, suddenly thunder, take a look at the balcony, under the rain is tireless.
Sometimes like that kind of weather, wind and rain all over the world, and I, in bed curled up into a ball, warm, quiet.

From the corner of the room dug out of the two diaries, when moving on the paper bag, and has been forgotten out. One day a sudden that turned out into the drawer. From 2006 to 2007 between the diary, but now does not want to see what has been recorded. Then write the word even smoother than it is now many, perhaps the relationship every day written.

Leshan Grand Buddha in the foot that cut the silhouette, and she is still plugged in the pages of diaries, as well as summer and autumn of that year according to the bulk of photos in Chengdu, as well as in Foshan, where leaf photographs, as well as in a dusk afternoon free to pick the one on the ground leaves a letter addressed to a person - for four years, leaves the writing Jingmei over time and fuzzy.

Time in the end mean?
In some cases, may fear the time, the sea can also become a mulberry, the roots of the old fingertips, Shanafanghua.
And sometimes, they did fear.
In recent days, reclusive, isolated life. But go out walking in the crowd, nor what suited.

Sumy find me, ask some of the details go to Phoenix. Conversation, she said one trip was terrible, totally unfamiliar with.
I suddenly 囧, why I never feel afraid. Perhaps initially, a person in a strange city, they have the time lonely to cry, natural kind of crying, and afraid of nothing.

Alian and A month seems to have said I was bold. Although my heart also uneasy, however they appear to still look like a very calm and collected. A, the Department of debate competition, I opened my mouth, they immediately feel at ease. And told me, I'm sorry to say, I was also heart rate. Maybe time to really sharpen a person, no longer, then on the podium to introduce themselves are nervous of hiding the little girl under the lectern.

Perhaps the time is too strong, powerful people without the ability confrontation. Sometimes it disheartened, just follow the crowd - the last time, all reduced to ashes. If Wukong Chuan in the period, so that when the five hundred years time is just a hoax, nothing in the character of time, why the bitter, why do the hi?
Some problems, no solution has always been.
Understand that, but it is putting itself into a more abstract situation.
Looking back has always been bleak Office, Better go back, and no rain.

Knew it had been early spring

One time, and time is always too fast. Endless night wind of death, to the clothes drying on the balcony blowing the Lao Gao. I saw the vast expanse of blue sky in deep convective clouds and flew. This weather is not cold, wearing out the deep purple turtleneck sweater, actually hot breathless.

The second day is sunny. Clouds or light or thick, covered with the blue sky. Delighted to see the peach, they want to go to the beach. Hesitated a half-day, which after all did not go, hiding in an afternoon of book reading room. Another day of steep temperature drop down. Kapok leaves looked green half yellow half-hung, had not a half months, Kapok will gradually open up, spread all the way in full swing.

New Year's Eve it started to rain, and last year, ate an early dinner, keep watch on television before the Spring Festival Evening, not seen for six years. At the time, the outside setting off firecrackers and fireworks was the beginning, I PC side, and on March 3 will chat days, then go to bed. The first month in retaliation, is the 22 birthday, to noon up to her phone, said a happy birthday.

Did not specifically repairing stocking the room with the supermarket to buy Dove chocolate, Yuen Long, egg rolls, A third fish in Wan Chai to buy, buy preserved food festival and beef jerky, honey melon cakes, almond cakes moment to remember and peanut candy to name a few.
No relatives abroad to visit, come back late at night, so look out the window when the traffic lights have a fireworks extravaganza. After all, the city, night is ablaze with lights, fireworks and then flowers and also makes no sense. Or to ancient times or the quiet town, a fireworks extravaganza to the more thrilling.

Day in and chat on March 3, she just sent photographs - is rape. February where rape has been gradually opening up, people miss. Rape and wild chrysanthemum, in my mind marked by the stigma of home.
Always loved, Anthony Wong sang Butterfly, clear and meaningful. Seasons change scenery, the gentle sense of loss is also followed.
Knew it, spring has arrived. Only willing to age, such as grass and quiet life well. Write some text, I met some warm personnel. Than that.

Meet the deepest in the Red

Koyanagi know before swine, I have been divorced from the examination room and graffiti writing between irrigation, never to write the text. Until then, the occasional pig Koyanagi, love at first sight.

Unlike tobacco sister rhetoric, tactfully sue, Liu Liu's article may not worldly air. An ordinary text points to a pile up a profound truth. Pig Koyanagi often read the text, always find much in common. Tend to read one sentence at the time, not help heart meal, searching can not find the original words to express the emotion of speech can be so easily expressed.

She said life proud to be thoroughly enjoyed themselves, can be lonely after another busy, few can afford.
She said life is like chess, expanded store-opening does not regret. Half-drunk half awake, sip tea and wine.
She said I love you, but do not want to be the unspoken sentiment of light astringent; I care about you, but you do not want to let you know how important it is in my heart.
She said that you and I are all right, is the time of loneliness.
She said, eyes closed, is in August, suddenly quiet.
She said ... ...

Liu Liu has been very distressed, love to hear her sing with shallow characters, the text as light, as if blowing shells can be broken. In the warm afternoon listening to her memories of tiny rain, listening to her mango sago cook, listen to her read a few meters of the comic, listen to her 2233 story, listen to her wandering alone in the ancient city of Phoenix, spent listening to her camera Open Whispering voices. Between trance, is close to dusk, setting sun's rays are unable to fall pale ground, mottled shadows fall, the air began to gradually cooled down. Could not bear the cold end is a thin, lightly hits the screen on a small red cross, get up, close the window.

Tu Tu unconscious on paper painting is Liuliu Wen actually found the topic, one by one. Who fleeting dark conversion; He is in cardamom, who promise to the elderly who defends; facing away from you, naturally End of the World; flowers light ink marks; One day, ah, the rain ... ...; Claustrophobia, the Dragon Boat Festival robbed ... ...
Sometimes and very envious of her. So Smart woman, but also several people can not love it? To see them so close, although far apart, will each other gifts, the holiday birthday gifts. Them in the written word love is so, in the written word love, in the written word met, in the written word acquaintance, and it is blessed with a happy thing ah. Envy.

I do not know since when has learned to imitate Liu Liu, imitating her style of writing paper, imitating her style layout. Liu Liu crooning learn simple songs, learning to Liu Liu record life bit by bit. That day happened to see a post Liu Liu, green characters, somehow liked the feeling. So the fonts into that green. Liu Liu suddenly find posts have become the top place with a beautiful picture, the following is the normal font, so he could not wait to imitate ... ...

I do not know why, Liu Liu's all about, I was fascinated by all this. Maybe that kind of woman, can not help you love it.

Wait until the picture is seen through

Roadside kapok, one tree with a tree in full bloom. Stepping on the foot of the leaves, to the post office sent the laptop to take the quilt. Day, she suddenly told me that the one in a fruit Xitang bought two small book, give me a copy. Waited two weeks, finally received.
Her card read: Dear Liu Liu, Jing good years. When we look back in time, can quietly smile.

Notebook is the color of kraft paper, two white cotton top to bottom through the hole, and some rough coarse paper, it appears moist thick. Quilt that I am the only word that can be written in the notebook feels like. I then said with a smile, filled the post-shoot down to her. Then get, but found that I can not bear to leave any writing above.

Previously, I also bought a similar notebook to the brown paper to do on March 3. Very cute little book, I make three three diary every day, repeatedly urged. The 33 years that a good collection of notebooks, and occasionally write something on it. 2078 passed last year or the year before last chance to see, on March 3 have been carrying, wrapper is still very new, that most of notebook also empty.

That pictures and words of the yard, people feel warm. More is a large expanse of blank space, I do not know what day will be filled with inner warmth that good?

In many cases, only their own. A man immersed in the inexplicable thoughts inside. There are some things too late, some things do nothing.
Quilt asked why my text is always so quiet.
I said because I have no words so quiet. I have all the quiet and beautiful, both on the text inside.

Network often been so blunt in my love, tell me words when I read a mind will become quiet. Those people who if I touched the total. An occasional miss or greeting, have let me labial angle 轻扬.
Others said they would feel sad. Quilt is that the promise is too quiet, so just feel sad.

Still have dreams every night, repeatedly with cough. March, a spring as a spring chill.
Kapok still open, people do not come back. When very cold, but also not feel to complain. Know this is the last of the winter, and soon the spring will no longer have to undergo a long summer.
I want to see do this every year Liulv another, but each spring ... ... just, just want to see through all this scenery, there are people waiting never betray.

Wife dash

The end of March, the next night rustled suddenly began to rain.
After a spring rain, they began to cool. This is the last year, cooling, and then the South is the endless summer.
Very thick clouds in the sky, the clouds have been hidden behind a long time not see blue sky. Great sound of wind in the trees shabu, got into his neck, the burst of coolness.

March is when the quilt that Suzhou, sunny, snow waving. Asks me if I believe that as the scenery.
I believe, and also want to see. I have a long time, never seen snow in winter.
Then a snow under the sun dance, and more gentle pull off the snow, though down from the sky the moment, it is doomed to the melting, but no regrets in leaving a prosperous world.

Liu has grown to the ear lobe following, to the barber shop, hair stylist that I long, I laugh, have not for several months and then trimmed it.
Repeatedly told not to cut too short, but still short of many, it seems many fresh, looking sidelong bangs forehead, suddenly there is a much younger feel.

Cough has been a good 7788, only occasional cough TWO. Man came from Macao, said that Carrefour visit this, I nest in the bed, as you said to me, you cook the mango sago to eat. Complex sleep another reading to see the past, wake up, the text did not give me phone, so no longer mentioned. Turned two or three years ago, the text, then also cultural live together, so often wrote about her a lot, we sleep in the bed, all write the diary, chat with each other's mind, late at night toward the direction of the sea ghost name. Later, I often think of her, and she also do so.

April, 22 will go to Tibet. Never thought that one day 22 would go there. Online search many precautions, but also look for people who've been to inquire. I envy those, 22 are also somewhat of longing. The mother is extremely dismay. Aunt that, actually said that the sky is falling down feeling. So the two said to send her mother sent to Chengdu, aunt says, sent to Tibet. Phone, I could not help laughing, although little worried, but feel that those are negligible.

March 3, said she often dreamed, dreamed three of us. Most recently, we dream by the sea.
Like in August when we couple the road near the Fisher Girl, 22 insisted to the sea. That coastal area, yellow sea is not that the beach is not sand, and there are many unknown debris will scratch feet.
March 3 that would make such a dream, because I leave for too long.

22 often ask me when to go home. I answered several times, and very helpless, why do you ask every time.
She said, because want to hear a different answer.

In fact, seven months before separating.
Just missed, people think of time so long. Qingming instant approach, should the grandmother was still alive, this is her 80's birthday. She died a few years, I worship graves without setting her once. Still think she dreamed she, as she still alive, like.

Cropped hair, gradually be long.
And that miss, will spread with time. Wife dash, lingering for years.
In February, the write as a small card. Has more than once, as against the wish of the gods Xu, time is good, think like are instantly come true.

I am suffering from a cold in the corner

The sky has been washed of rain, wind hallway and had to speak, burst the knee acid cold. So I dare not so headstrong, wearing trousers and sweaters.
Is in April, still coughing repeatedly.

Go to the pharmacy in accordance with the 22's orders and bought a brown mixture through Lifei pill.
BM is not an ordinary hard drink, a drink, from hand to foot, from the thin layer of goose bumps, such as the instruction manual says is so, there is a slight feeling of nausea.
Through the outer Lifei pill wrapped in cream wax, cut open with a fingernail out, a big dark teeth, smiled and said yes Shiquandabu pill. In his mouth, a drink of water go, Who knows not swallow large pills, stuck in the throat swallow does not go, they do not spit out a time shortness of breath, sudden retching, I reach out and then intact tablets, suddenly cried to speak, wronged.

From small to large, how the body missing, and can never played little bit and take medicine. , The more afraid of injections, medication, a small satellites is also a small teeth on the number of water to swallow.
I took pills with a fruit knife and cut fine, straining tears, spent a lot of work, finally finished swallowing. Pills had been the voice card, a dull pain.
To 22 phone, crying, severe, that I grew up eating this pills no, I do not know how to eat, to call you, you just call again. A swallow, caught in your throat is killing me, or vomiting out.
Becomes clearer and grievances, 22 comfort for a long time, that did not think I buy the big pieces of pills. Family are small packaging, it also did not warn.
Listen to my cry of the powerful, 22 they can not laugh too much, just kept comforting me, saying that good, do not cry. I like to coax me as a sister.

That moment is really feel pity.
Flow a lot of tears, began to cry.
Many years ago, the first toothache, I had such a cry. Great earth day, no one to give comfort. That pain and discomfort, only to suffer alone.

How can it not sad.
Like the ring to say, I am also a parent of the baby pimple, I am also someone mind the snow lotus.
Why is it called happiness, but always to not?
The vast earth, prehistoric years, we have just one person, never a person, he has his world, each other can not intervene.

I always secretly happy to see a friend.
Those who favor such as milk-like pure white, and between the lines, revealed to her, happy to teach people jealous.

Strikes Heart desolate, with 10 million people meet, separate, miss.
That met the secular stability of the man, only to find a compromise on the reality of habit and just a little warm.
Dear you, tell me how, do not let a heart full of holes in the Red Lane.

Haven

One day in the afternoon four months ago to the text where the back by her book, she was busy packing, the two left the chat.
Came back, the car passing through the two stations, the sky suddenly began to rain pattering.
No umbrella, get off trot, wet hair dripping water to coat, wet. Panting up the stairs, there is a crazy thing to do was feel.

Text of a messy room, living room large and small cardboard boxes filled with debris. I hate moving, in the city, a total among four of five. Luggage and more every time, from the initial one luggage bag, luggage bags have become 45 not fit. Some things, usually reluctant to throw, move when I realized that was dispensable.

Always seemed to have no way to stability.
Talking mouth moving, but in fact they moved from one residence to another residence, and for me, it was only a temporary haven. Thunder when it rains, nest in the room, I would feel at ease, as if another big storm, at the moment can be secure.

Before the reading, said the total see something on the way lost in the move. Also disagreed that if something is valuable, must be constantly be aware of, how can not see easily.
When I started to drift, the process of moving again and again, is found to be something not seen on this was removed.

That year to Lijiang, only a duffel bag. Addition of left and found to be a four or five bags of luggage.
Have been reluctant to leave too much of a mark on the city, passing by feel only temporarily, so many things you can will. Every time away from home, most of the time of my mother helped me pack. Many of the things she can always plug in a bag, orderly. She always was afraid I missed something, afraid I can not buy out or not, what are possible for allowing me to bring something.

Each of the luggage was so heavy.
In addition to its own weight, there is a mother full of care. Every time I do not know how she is feeling for me to pack, how is I do not mind living at home every day. After me, 22, March 3, also left home this time, it is also my mother, helping to pack up again and again.
High school like sitting in the balcony of the fourth floor, rickety foot vacant, distant look clean water, ah the wind blowing in the body. Looking for a long time, the idea would be to jump off. I felt that this world only by himself, even if I were not, there will be too sad.

Spent four years in the city, still have only a passing idea.
House rental registration accounts sometimes people living in this part of the country, also need a temporary residence permit.
Always self-deprecating smile. Do not want to cynical, not unaware of the sinister world, but do not want those dirty mind the evils of a bright and clean. I am far from a lot of things, though has been working with me closely, I would only silent attention to those whom strive for people to see their characters ridicule.

A lot of people live like an ant, concentrate to camp life, to finally become empty.
It becomes necessary to faith, religion, money, rights and some other things to enrich the empty heart. I just would like another dull, but of life, with a soft and beautiful heart, against the life of the empty, nothing more.

Is late spring

April when the kapok tree started out a green shoot. Those enchanting day looked down the red, I felt everywhere in spring. Walk in the trees, pull saw grass were blown all over the floor of the Kapok. They held a, amazing, despite the later, dying all over the floor.

This spring, I have not had time thin film kapok, and flowering could be so passed, and the light red and green as the first general decorating the tree, summer, they are also covered, such as Kingston. I have been, wanted the city's four seasons, sky and the kapok tree, sorting by time, can be that kind of mood, always forget day after day I think of it.

Some branches also tall Kapok still in full bloom, whether or bow rise, the total look see. To the south before, have not seen this tree, or even two years ago, did not know I passed every day in spring, is the Kapok. Until then, the Internet looking for pictures Kapok, only to find I have looked for two years.

Qingming few days ago, is her birthday, if she were still alive, 80 are also considered longevity. Aunt They went back to her wish shade. Think of those hills country, more of a grandmother's grave, the sadness is always not restrain.
The past two years, occasionally dream of grandmother, still smiling, as if never left the general.

Xu is to be the Dumu of the poem, the Spring Festival, rain have. These days always drizzle.
Time has been too long, the city's sky has been cloudy. One afternoon on the way back, suddenly see a long absence, the blue, so that there is still the second day of sunshine and blue, mended, just caught a blue one is Nama.

In accordance with the online presentation, I first make honey citron tea. Spent a lot of effort, only then the white flesh part of the grapefruit skin removed, cut, wash and salt washed, put his mouth a taste, bitter to death. Of uncertainty and a night soaked with water, the second day of the grapefruit skin clean, then release the water boiling, and then try, still feel bitter.

Some wonder whether this practice is not like, but also good halfway. The grapefruit flesh torn apart, put crystal sugar and water, grapefruit skin with boiled to a thick, half-way Youchang the taste, bitter taste has been only a little. Boil until golden translucent skin pomelo, the into glass jars, add a few tablespoons of honey. Another day out, dug tablespoon water and mix thoroughly to join, even taste good.

However, there is no way that they share the joy.
I have two or three times a day bubble tea and honey grapefruit drink, grapefruit peel and pulp dispersion in the mouth open to taste, with grapefruit in the fruit and the sweetness of honey, rock candy, there are some minor has not come out of the bitter taste.
Often all that most would like to share with that person, always turn away from all this.

Is late spring season.
This is because under the rain, people feel cool earth. Seemed to have dreams at night, waking up only some vague images.
I do not know what will happen, only knew that life would be time vanished slowly, always behind time not see your face.

2010年7月25日星期日

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2010年7月23日星期五

As to the United States and lonely

Camphor is a special force lone tree, the tree and some autumn leaves, others are not deciduous, and camphor, and only the spring leaves of the camphor is.
I always think that something different is often lonely, like the sun, the sky is only one sun, so sun is alone; such as the emperor is supreme, but standing above the crowd, even one who did not speak the truth, So the emperor is alone; another example camphor, camphor is probably lonely.
Therefore, camphor choose a warm way to interpret their own loneliness. When the spring breeze gently Fuguo camphor, ask a new bud, ask yellow old leaves, flowers bloom in a season of falling leaves, and did not bring the feeling of depression, there is wind, no wind, wind or wind only when the total contribution has fallen pieces of leaves in groups, rather than worry about falling, who said this is not the warm beauty?
There are a warm cherry tree, flowers are a a lot of independent, but cherry is there are 35 separate each flower, into the umbrella inflorescence, bloom when the lively, garden trees wrapped in pink in , the flowers, also lively, winds will be scattered. Bustling, is like this when there were numerous scattered like snow, like rain, like to do a dream, a dream has been broken, people unawakened, muddle watching Flower and also can be the United States, aesthetic extreme people enchanted .
I would like, mellow cherry a lonely bar. Otherwise, look under the tree stand camphor leaves, how to see cherry trees will stand when the mind is the Flower and the same?
Oh, I know, the same warm and my heart. With them, there were numerous.
Heart, such as moths to flame, the beautiful ring fascinating. Love and life is risky, with death as the end of the one-way travel. I never thought I would Huoduo Jiu, maybe 30, maybe 40, maybe 80, does not need so many, time is not well-being indicators, life is not how many years, but in how many years of life, the cherry blossoms as seven or eight days, so long as it is too warm to open, like the butterfly on the 1st of time, past lives in the soul is so rampant in Laixun another himself. When the vitality of life, like the tides recede, longevity is a sin. Life is such a love as well.
Look down to the perfect will eventually be dispersed, the United States can not be made, how many people can sentiment, so as to U.S. and lonely.

Passing

Intended only to sit for a while here, and others, so that a common agreement. Who knows, I unconsciously, observe from the street, passers-by to, and imagined that interesting. Relax the mind, carried away by this north-south passing, actually I do not know what evening, evening, and forget, but forget the appointed time, which led my friend wait for a moment.

A time when middle autumn season, dew has passed, frost is a step by step approaching. However, the seasons and the reality seems to be too much distance, not only not seen dew dew cold frost not see frost, but autumn is a pleasant autumn sun autumn youthful. Weekend, a few buddies, to reward the town fall of the millennium. I believe that no prudent person restrained, at a time when, to this town, will Zhongseqingyou's. Of course, the color here that is not erotic, but the scenery, or say Autumn. Everyone to the town, they come and go like this on the street, with no serious matters for each. As a result, difficult to reach under the afford the same boat with losing the teaching of a rendezvous time and place agreed upon, they went to the Ben likes. Like small bridges, and linger in the river under the column; loving folk, and cruise at Diaojiao ago; keen Probing visit to Cuba, and went to the old house Shen Yuan. A simple contract, perfecting the people's temperament and free. If life can be so many things, that the more good ha! I also choose what they like, made some observation in Diaojiao, went to an old house, shed some of the meditate with ancient Huaiyuan, they inadvertently walked around again. From the agreed time still early, we came to this tea house alone. I thought, after the tour, dressed in one of autumn, the street sat a trip to the ancient town of Tea, is not also a rare delight.

Mengshan tea tea is authentic, just collect and process-baked. From this geographical location, brewing tea in boiling water in the overflow Aromatic, I have made such a decision. Tea lean and able young man, long sleeves, wide sleeves, red top Guapi Mao, an ancient Chasi waiter's outfit. He was armed with a long beak copper pot, the first aloft in the head gracefully around in a circle, playing the guitar make a sensational style; then, and then to High Mountain and Flowing trend, the boiled water into the tea bowl, action and clear-cut and handsome. Blink of an eye, a bunch of green needles, have tea bowls in the sink. At this point, I heard the call to sing selling tea, pull over my eyes. I am talking about is called singing, and not selling, because so long for that tone, and self-assured, full of magnetism and beauty. Asked to sing a old man, hands are two bamboo baskets, bamboo baskets are stacked two bulging plastic bag inflation, according to the Greek can be seen inside the tea. He was hale and hearty, a pair of plastic sandals foot, some from the hills above the dip caused by loess, a travel-stained appearance. He squeezed squeezed along the narrow streets, walking and asked to sing, Bianjiao singing while walking, and regardless of whether anyone listening, there is no one to buy, there is no attention to himself.

Then, I noticed the way his feet, this town's streets. What kind of road Yeah, more like the severe drought of the field with cracks in the countryside, or a desolate old man faces the oldest old. The road paved by the black cobblestones have been difficult to find the original formation, the rules of the shadow. Between the lime mortar and stone, have been years away, leaving a crack in the hole in the Road; the streets You Jidao deep nature in India, and some from the horse's feet and the traces of milled. Some of them are deep, some shallow, some wide, some juice, end to end phase, wavy laid away. Seeing this, you better believe the man selling the old, and even every passing this street, not from a nearby village, a mountain, a family farm; it came from the ancient times, marching this the ancient Southern Silk Road, or Sichuan-Tibet Cha Ma Ancient Road, Shanshan Shan came, leisurely away. This town, but they were passing a small landscape; and them, but is this town a passer.

The elderly called to sing slowly crescendos further away, and soon disappeared in the town's streets. Fixed the town, as well as the town's landscape, streams, bridges, Diaojiaolou, shops, and temporary street tea, I sit here. Passing with the landscape, moving and fixed, it is so cleverly interprets Boulevard truth, simple and vivid. The rise of casual, the opposite of the shop greet my eyes. Street is squeezed, less than 10 meters, and all look very clean shop. This is a painting small shop, the street and there is a glass storage cabinet, which placed a number of publications. Wall hung with some of the paintings, the wall is small, diverse, rich and colorful. What surprised me most is that the wall was quite familiar group of peers I have sort of intimate combination of the five leaders of image, horse, uh, out, here, hair; side, there is a Zhang Xiaoping's inspection tour of Shenzhen, portrait, the one that tells the story of the local spring. Five leaders of the photos have some old, some of the dust looming above. This is still too suddenly brought back many of my reverence and nostalgia.

Remember, also, when I opened the early chaos, the resounding names of the five on the image with their great noble, superb as into my heart, illusion and the great, glorious and correct in disguise. To be honest, for a long period of time, I have never and would not dare to mortal eyes, go to the contemplation photos that five familiar faces, not to them as a mortal; but so true to them as a God, somewhere countries, nations and individuals who decides. Until the day before the death of the great leader, I ask my colleagues wonder, grief, how the great leader will die? But how? When satisfied that the great leaders, including those photos the five people who are physical body, are able to escape the misfortune of illness and death, my heart shock, is inferior to Christians hear Nietzsche said God is dead when the Lesser , collapse to collapse that day, doom-like tremors. Can not think, have now turned a corner in this town, encounter this five elderly people, although they return from God to man, I am still full of admiration for them.

Out of curiosity, I paid tea money, marching blue flagstone road, crossing the street to shop. Have surprised the owner, the smart and co-tide. It is not only a leader like, there are hot stars, like nowadays, from Jackie Chan, Andy Lau, Sophie. Masuo, to Li Bingbing, Kim So Yeon, Greta. Garbo, and is called "popular culture" masterpieces "Super Girl" three shows, that cool, sweet, full of youthful vitality of the photograph. Street storage cabinet in the book, but also very different from urban bookstores, both popular readers and applicable technologies in rural areas, there are classic heavy literary classics like "Young King Lam School", "Zhuang Zi", "Xiang Yu mass communications," "Red Building Dreams, "" cautionary common saying, "is the ancient version of wire-bound version, and this town's style is very harmonious. Thus, in this square inch of land, ancient and modern, distant and the present, serious and avant-garde, between the plane and three-dimensional, like perfect harmony together, no joints, no marks, no conflict, constitute one of this town unique landscape. I think that in the eyes of a passer, who is the same as it was originally, is a kind of landscape, may simply be different when they wield, their sense of self; in landscape, then a large brilliant, eventually to vanish very soon.

Out of the shop, has been the approach of noon. This discovery has missed the appointed time for a long time, and quickly rushed to the agreed rendezvous. It is the busy market town when the hustle and bustle of passing, selling vegetables, pick tea, carts, and watch the fun, and drag the child with the mother, the wealthy, stretched, and carries different thoughts from different directions came to a different destination away. Accidental coincidence, we meet here, are squeezed juice in this walk on the streets. I am also a member of passing years, and they walk in the same street, each heel grinding shoulder rub, but know each other. The only common denominator is that we are in this town, this small street, passing by chance encounter; here, identity and status can be omitted.

Bleeding sunset

In the sunset of the evening, I stood still on the riverbank, watching the sunset that bedazzled daze.
Sunset blood in Pata, Pata to dripping ......
That drop by drop, steaming blood of the red earth in the sky dyed red, everything is bathed in the sunset of the blood, a sea of blood. I do not know what he grappled with the struggle of the day, ended up bruised, so embarrassed.
The blood was still dripping sunset ......
My heart also dripping blood ......
I lose hair with both hands, blasted to tearing, tearing of the brain was then to muddy, unclear. I can not recall, not thinking, fear of fantasy, his mind blank, blank, thinking at a standstill. Now I desire but God let me forget everything. Oh, my merciful God, have pity upon me!

Slowly I lay on the bank of grass, two lines of hot tears in the eyes from the pain in my overflow, and tears drip from the cheeks to the corners of the mouth, the tears, bitter and salty taste.
I cried in silence, silently swallowing his tears.
Earth is surprisingly quiet, oil sinica in singing, the night breeze in blowing.
Sunset in the dripping blood ......
Once I had a blood-boiling, had been with a heart of honest and impartial mind to deal with life, I treat others, struggling through hard times after a failure, was the victim of a back and forth to deceive others, my blood gradually cooling up to the world perplexed, confused, anxious, empty, bored, depressed, melancholy, worry, loneliness --- all the pain as if the whole world down on me.

Drunk friends, I am drunk? Mad, mad I Do?
"Ha ha ...... I'm not drunk, I'm not crazy! They only drunk it was crazy! They are sincere and kind-hearted human kill the evil god!" I face this world is full of vulgar and hypocritical Scream Scream forward.
The best of good faith is dead, I then pursue? I boasted that I see through everything.
"Ha Ha ......!" silent tears I laugh.
Sunset in the dripping blood ......
Suddenly, a voice came from the vast universe: "coward! Failed to lay down quit yet? Not go? Do you think I look like today so tomorrow is still dry! Remember: the soul is not good will die! "
I woke up.
Whose voice? Suddenly I saw the setting sun is dripping in blood, looking at me.
Oh, that was dripping blood of the sun sinking in the fun of me!
I started up ashamed.
......
Finally, I stood up, facing the sunset.
Suddenly, the setting sun, the blood of my one, he dissolved in hot boiling blood of my body, my body cold blood, began to slowly increase the temperature.
Blood boiling again!

Lonely life

Alone, does not refer only to come alone, alone to also finish the life that alone. Even if there are relatives around, have friends.
I think more and more difficult to talk with anyone, they seem to be getting not understand my words, the real divide is the difference between virtual and real is a different mental state, this membrane so that the people living together and I gradually unfamiliar.
Daily life, far too many acquaintances. We kept smiling, meeting, conversation. With the growth of age, we like a big spider to a senior network was formed more and more. A drawer card, business card a face, one story. Stories or long or short, but they escape from the world's palm, is that illness and death, joys and sorrows, ups and downs movements, daily necessities.
To a certain stage of life, both get the picture they care about others, just do not want to get into trouble. Wild in the forest ready to do a solitary bird, waste ponds on the leaf floating Ping. Just do not want other people casually woven into his own net.
Night, can people remove the mask of a smile, put down the so-called strong, inexplicable responsibility aside.
Life is really too much frustration, too many, ah! During the day, there are all due, of the sustains some things, let us walk in a normal image of the earth. However, the night, all support is gone, any thoughts floating around, it suddenly found itself was originally a lonely souls, to elderly parents, to not separate the children to a marriage certificate is to good public image? Even the heart dream, how can put aside everything to pursue? ! How can? !
"Long live the understanding" - possible? ! Is because they do not understand, just say "long live", you may have seen what could be "long live" in? !
If you are free to choose, I would like to set aside a bustling, select the lonely. This can not be done.
Too easy for people to see through the lonely, too lonely people are not happy. I would like to stay away from this dramatic life, forget about the ups and downs ups and downs of life, flee into the world, live apart, had a kind of aloof, comfortable and at ease, must take careful, do not jump to hope, their own entertainment, enjoy the rustic charm since life.
Loneliness is the very meaning of. Jun Shi is an old saying, bamboo shows, water is Dan, flower is rhyme, cold Department in an enthusiastic, they have many really interesting.
Life is a concavo who can illuminate the truth, people can also be deformed. Can no longer use linear perspective to understand the things of this world the most twists and turns.
I am a person, an ant apartment - a bedroom and study room, a bathroom, a balcony. The decoration is simple and clean, is enough! However, it should be near the library and the Xinhua Bookstore, the environment should be quiet. In the spring and autumn, you can go travel.
If this wish come true, this life is enough!
House and tourism in the economic sense, not a problem - any problem can be solved by money is not a problem. Difficult to achieve that - alone. Alone would mean that no interference can do what you want to do. I - can it? ? ?
Loneliness - is a treat; in the noise isolation - is a torture!

Love as strong as death

Day to attend a friend's funeral. Her grave side, there is a double tomb, engraved the names of the couple, the wife Born in 1966, her husband was born in 1965. His wife has been demeaning, empty, he will be fairly young husband left to their own.

Startled a little, mind Lamentation: A lovestruck man, a sober person to wait for final.

No one thought he could eternal life, but in case of accident is not the time, very few people would think about things behind. To make an inappropriate analogy, life is like where you bought from a one-time consumer of God, such as refrigerators like. Do you know the refrigerator is a life time, but when you use the basic does not want it scrapped that day. Even if the refrigerator has old Cambodia and Vietnam day may Pipi fast breath, you will still need to constantly fill it stuffed with fresh things.

A friend of mine, in a bank safe deposit box department worked. Whenever tottering old people come to open an account, good intentions are always reminded, is not an authorized person to another set? If not ill come, you can delegate someone to help you extract out of the box. In fact this situation, not if, but often. Friends remind elderly people when he said "sick" is said: I am sorry, if one day you die, or suddenly riding a crane Seogui, that the box of treasure, he will have commissioned a person to take ah. Unfortunately, none of the older clients to understand what she meant. So, there are always more young people, we must continue to face a more complicated legal procedures.

The only die hard through the ages, who would want to estimate the remaining life of it. Thus, the final embarrassment, on the left to posterity.

Have an old aunt, out of the box each time to extract, have spent most of the day time. Friend accidentally glimpsed a few times, her little box, basically diaries and letters. Carefully read each review is completed, her two lock and key do not worry, still have to put into a bag in each stitch to sew on the seal, and then carefully locked. Come once, once removed, and then sew one. Understandably, it is her life to treasure things, perhaps Futuresoft things, never let anyone touch. One day, mother ill, his daughter came panic, to apply for authorization. It is stipulated that these procedures must be masters of the scene. Think of old people that "leaving sew it" looks like, friends could not bear to refuse, the hospital handled an exception. In bed, everyone's face in front of the old aunt, her daughter has repeatedly explained: "something Freeze ah, the body better, I'm going to deal." We confidently back again smiled: "only a temporary pay a key, for the time being The. "

Unfortunately, for the time being will become permanently so.

Bible's "Song of Solomon" wrote: "Please mark my heart if, with your arm, such as stamp; because love as strong as death, jealousy is cruel as the grave." Do not know, do not take away the secret of Aunt What? But no doubt she did not complete the final wish. If that is really unbearable to face a record of any person, If only her family, even if she can not condone the move, but at least this respect her feelings.

Every life, are built on the clock. Estimated semi-final time, really can make life even more successful.

A good friend of his father, unfortunately, suffering from terminal illness. Mom confused by nature, life, depend on the man. To listen to her, that for some time, father most often do is constantly told, where this thing is on, that thing is hidden where it is. Sometimes, fear of forgetting and brought things to find out, let mom take a look and said: "Remember, is here ah." Each time, are interrupted by her mother: "that these do?" Dad left, she mom really losing things, feel the cable tension, and even ID cards can not be found. Bitter people also amazing is that one day, in a drawer, his family found a father for mother list of items listed.

Seeger said that, remember you will die, which means understanding yourself. Friend's father, presumably through these chats, recalling his trivial life and warmth. Everything will eventually apoptosis, but only human life perish before they can so warm, so calm.

I remember about 30 years ago, in a courtyard at the foot of Laoshan Mountain, I 70-year-old grandmother, while chatting with my mother and Sanyi homely, side stitched her own shroud. Each line of each needle, all seemed so arbitrary. Sanyi hand touched the garment, and said: "The more a bit of cotton floc it, warm." Grandma smiled: "At that time, afraid be cold?"

Grandma about the last 20 years, only to spend this clothing. I always remember that evening's setting sun, I remember the yard stood needle which goes on the low table, remember that gentle grandmother calm smile.

Throughout the ages, there are many sages saints, I hope to death and immortality. My grandmother, probably classified want to "speed rot" of the type men go.

It is early morning at this time. In earlier work on the road, chatting with a colleague, but also explore the effect of "value of life." The guy told me learned, own humanity since the planet had been dead for 800 million people. Time and space in this vast and, in a sea of 800 million, an old lady at the foot of Laoshan Mountain has also loved her and remembered her. For her, it would be a "life value" now?

About Women

Last year, a reunion, a brother throwing a drink, "a woman 40 rubbish, a man 41 Flowers", attracted many female students shelling.

I do spectators to the side, there are female students to see me with a smile makes comments, he asked me how to define the cable 40-year-old men and women. I thought, took a moment to change the sentence: women 40 is dressed Rose, Rhapsody is the ripened fruit.
Gallery are happy, the public classmate interviewees.

40 women described as rubbish will not only minds are bound to lose, and that wise men can not do anything in life. While the 40 men described as a flower, it is too ambiguous.

4-year-old, both men and women, mental ripe.

The maturity of the woman, the first thing on the heart and the beauty of tolerance margin, is another realm of considerate; the other is the ideal care, but not demanding the static sealing reality; three years short of the parents is not Self-Shen trivial, mind Cong Rui of intellectual beauty; his fourth heart demure, dignified fashion, without losing the beauty of romantic aroma.

Intellectual beauty, may be such as Yang Lan, Yue-Sai Kan, independent thought, brief statement of the workplace; smells of the United States, can be hua, Natalie, like a glass of wine, it should only sip slowly goods, or colorless crystal goblets in gradually from the current tour and the tour center; four and both are as Huiyin, once in a century.

4-year-old woman, may know how to appreciate the man, look at this time because they are often direct-reading man inside.

By Yang Lan example. After seeing a few of "Interview with Yang Lan." Yang Lan interviewed Jiao Huang, Yu, Chen Tao-ming, Sun Honglei, etc. I do appreciate that some identify with male guests, I would observe her body language.

The show, Yang Lan reflect the general host of different Rui Cong. This Cong Rui shown in two points: First, in their own knowledge, cultivation, experience and temperament, you can make these very good straight man spit on the heart without understanding Zhi Ai, producing a sense of affinity, which pro- and flu, such as visiting old friends trek, cable cup of tea, round the fire burning salary, Yin night talked about, would be very easy for male guests into the life and career of their own ability to read the depth of the state; second, both for men and Yang Lan Guests enter the state, they can always take the right to speak, not separated from the theme, the quick thinking, the questions, not superficial, not contrived, not to show off, the inner world of the guests, also customers are friendly, very decent depth width .
Whenever this, Yang Lan will look directly at each other, or slightly right of the body, arm in arm on a branch, shaking hands, or back of the hand Tuosai. In either position, at this time Yang Lan's eyes are glowing.

This is a wise woman, discover the inner front of the man's brilliant and when the involuntary disclosure Guanghua. Not the slightest ambiguity, a pure pleasure from the appreciation of the spirit comes.

This dual wisdom eye, reading countless people, but was moved from her eyes, will read what? Sort of understanding and success in life, what difficult to understand the paradigm?

When the four-year-old man, life on another level when in full bloom again, this insight can not learn how?